Thursday, August 5, 2010

We may not know each other

Right so, I haven't written on here in a few weeks but I will try to remember what I have been doing so that maybe anyone that reads this can gain some insight.

I work pretty much all day, every day and it is possibly one of the most boring jobs in the history of boring jobs. The only plus side is that is pays really well. I mean, I have banked almost 3k this summer alone. The only other plus side is that my job is at my second favorite place in the world, Home Depot. I get to help people on a daily basis and keep my people skills strong.

Something else I have done in the past two or so weeks is learn a lot about myself. Not just in the past few weeks but over the course of the summer. I have learned and possibly decided that at this point in my life, I want to do whatever I want to do simply because I can. I am 19 years old, I am 3 years away from the descent into normalcy and monotony in everyday life. I am going to do my best to make these last few years count. I don't want to regret anything I do and I'm not going to.

That's the best part about life in general is that you can decide at any point in your life, to do whatever you want. I could be 65 years old and decide to start a business, I might fail but that's my own mistake to make. All I'm thinking about now in my life is me because it's all I have the energy to think about, I can't be worrying about other people when I am trying to figure out my own life. YA that is probably the most selfish thing I could have said, but it is the truth.

I have problems of my own and I don't have time for your bullshit sob stories about your day.

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