Forced writing, blogging through the pain.

You know how, people always tell you to write down your feelings and it will make you feel better?

I'm transferring to Texas State after this semester, and I have yet to figure out if I am making the right decision. At first I thought I would transfer into their Sound Recording Technology (SRT) program. I then realized that getting prepped for that would be a lot of work, and that I would likely not get into the program. So what am I going to do with my life? Study History? That's great I love history. WHAT DO YOU DO WITH A BACHELORS IN HISTORY.

Exactly. I want to make a difference in someones life, that's my goal in life. I will post more about this when I think more about it.

Another thing I wanted to write about, I really hate growing up.

I'm sick of being an almost adult and the future rightly freaks me out. I'm not read to be out on my own not having fun, I wish I could live carefree for my entire life. Partying and just hanging out is so much easier than doing actual work, I hate growing up and having life flash before your eyes.